The Starry Skies

  I heard you cry I was disappointed You've always lied That much is true But for you to break a promise One which you yourself appointed Was unlike you I loved every second I was by you You might've hated them all But why wouldn't you tell Oh why didn't you tell me You let me slip slowly into Conformity I was so used to you I was hoping to have you here Forever with me Till the end of times My friend, my closest one You were my keeper of secrets I was your cheer show You came to me depressed, hating life I helped you find your glow And I learned from you my true Purpose And through your actions I knew I would never be nervous Again about people leaving me I was finally set free By your motions But you did break my heart You tore it apart You made me hate Every second with you I regretted nothing In my life through And though I am strong Unbreakable, unbendable To tell you the truth You've left me scarred More than I ever knew And now I know For a fact who I am The ...

 I am a soft black-winged angel Floating by and watching All the world's misery Unfolding carefully I look at people and they're blind They don't see my wings Some of them try and some of them cry Over their lost things I wonder whether they'll call on me And every once in a while they do Because to be honest, I can do nothing Until I have a calling to answer to My shade drops over wherever I go I am more sad than I'll ever know Some people told me to fall in love And watch what effect that'll have I wonder the same thing sometimes myself But as I wonder, I remain and wander I never get the chance to talk cause I find myself Always stuck in a situation down further I try my best to grab their arms gently Guide and direct them towards freedom Avoid blocking the sun with the shade around me Give them back to the people who need them Cause in this world we're who we know Our connections are all that means much And so people should never be on their own Always h...

I was falling down Into an endless pit I kept going Into the darkness Until I saw At the edge of my eye A hand poking out, begging For help So I reached out while falling And grasped onto it I held so tight and I stopped falling The hand yelped in pain I almost let go in surprise I felt so bad at the time I immediately apologized The hand's owner was a simple girl Well, she was anything but simple, that one Her eyes were soft and her heart did yearn It was clear she had lost someone Little did I know she had lost herself And in helping others, I've always found me But what I didn't expect was finding her I couldn't expect that she'd set me free Through walking with her, she paid me back And she did so in kind For oh, my dearest me She was so kind So sweet and so soft So gentle and so tender Yet she was fierce at heart With a fire dying into embers Inside her I saw oceans I saw the sky above She immediately lit up the darkness When she smiled up And looked back at me...

Hold me close Let me hear your heartbeat Be the one I chose Be the one to protect me I am fragile Broken to my core Hold me close Before I go Close your arms And tightly hug me I will miss this world When I am gone So I give you this goodbye Before I run And take my leave I will remember you When I'm finally free Hold me close Never let me go You have my poems My trinkets My writings too To remember me through Remember me I love you So hold me close And hold me fast The time's coming And moving past All what we imagined My time will be here soon So my dearest one Hold me to your heart Before mine gives out Before I break apart After the fallout Make sure to collect my pieces If I fail to find peace I will forever be with you I will forever be near Hold my head close Run your hand through my hair Tell me everything will be okay Tell me that life must be fair Lie to me and let me cry Within your arms I am just me No pieces of armour to keep me alive Nothing to really protect me Y...

 Hunter my dear You are one Unlike any before Hunter, my boy You will grow Strong and tall You will beat all the odds against you And you will hunt the largest prey Hunter, my dear To God, you must pray Fall to your knees and speak the prayer Yell your loudest battlecry Please The Lord and he'll please you Promise me you would before I die Hunter my dear boy You are a knight and a warrior You are never honour-bound You stand tall amongst the sinners They are lost, you are found You remain the last bastion A place to defend against all the wars A hunter capable of inspiring The one who fills them all with hope On the back of the horse You ride forth And you take the lead Charging into battle You know no defeat And in the darkest nights Your sword will burn bright You will cause the blights Upon your enemies Hunter my dearest You know your truth You know to take aim and fire Your arrows one after another And in the silence You pray And they become prey Speak your heart out Yell out w...

  I don't really love a thing But I love you The creatures that stares back at me Through and through Together we'll forever be And we'll both die alone I am you and you are me We're both the same stone A story I wrote ages ago Described who you truly are The fading memory in my mirror That stares from a far The man who smiles back and whispers to me That everything will be okay And that we'll be free I love you and I love your presence And I wish to never hurt you Despite how often you hurt me You are my soul, you are my essence You fill me with pain and glee We're both familiar to all we know And we know why we do the things we do You are me and I am you You despise me, and I love you We cry together silently in the depths of the night Quietly tearing up our eyes And tearing up inside We hug each other you and me the presences are combined In each other, my dear, we are confined In no one else but you will I ever confide I trust none but you, me, and time To p...

  Walking on the sand beads on a beach Confused and rattled, filled with defeat I saw a stranger down the line of sight Her face illuminated by the moonlight "What a soft little person" I thought to myself A simple aversion Of the obvious tells That filled her face And filled mine too We're both acquainted With the suffering we've been through And normally we're both content That's something I could tell About the person that was headed my way A lonely night surrounded by the ocean's scent Both of us aren't humans, we're fey Coming along from two different worlds Colliding together with unimaginable force She was an image in my head And I was so in hers She filled my mind all the time And I was hers She was me And I was her The two of us Are one and the same We walked together for a while Hands held together with a smile We knew nothing about one another And yet, we felt like we were each other We sat down quietly on a calm spot Each of us inside o...

  Through the crowds and noises Through the world colliding Through the regrets and choices The events that are coinciding I walk my path unphased Hardly unscathed Looking forwards constantly To find an escape A getaway from the metropolis I which I am incased Consistently finding myself falling Far down from grace A defeat is unacceptable A daily ongoing festival A life that lost all meaning Beyond the veil, I'm lying there Constantly searching and finding The answer to the crowded world Still I remain undecided Lavishing in all things absurd Through the crowds and noises I walk Staring intently at the bustling nature of life Watching from place to place as they go Wondering if they're really alive The unmoving expressions on their faces The tense clenching of their fists The tension held within their shoulders The fast-beating hearts within their chests Their teeth shut tight together A release is all they need Rushing from place to another Suffering defeat after defeat Refus...

  You have warned me several times now That inside your mind is unsafe I decided to venture into it anyhow And I didn't care For you are a person I care for And I wish to be by you in your place My dearest one, the one over them all I wish to wear your face And be you for a day or two Learn what it's like to be yourself Explore the intersections Of your mind The machinations that govern the rules The laws and facts that are followed The lies and the truths The fear of tomorrow The anxiety of today The longing for the past The knowledge that nothing you can do Will make it ever pass Besides wait and sit still Lie silent in the night Choose to stay ill Because you have no energy to fight Inside your mind A place forlorn Wish I could go there And provide you hope You're not on your own I am right here By your side, by you My dear Pray tell me what goes there And who lurks in the shadows Pray tell me my dearest What causes the shallows To be overrun with water Of thoughts and a...

  Once before, I was nothing Harkening the call, I became A small little ball of gas floating In the midst of space Slowly I began forming A little star somewhere Unawares of the space surrounding me Hanging in the air Balanced by forces I can't comprehend A living being, I certainly am not However, the feelings I do have Have only barely formed I'm frightened, and a tad scared Of what lies beyond Of what lies around Of what lies ahead I look around me I see emptiness A darkness looms far above Far around and far beyond A darkness which I illuminate I conquer everyday I pass each moment The darkest hours are beyond me They're in my past In my present The time as a construct I can barely perceive Slowly I rotate around myself Frantically wishing to gather My strength And over time, and through the days A force that made me begins to phase Into power and create Objects of heavy masses A little star, I am no longer A young one, indeed I am For each day I become stronger Each d...

  I stare at the clock The time moves slow Tick by tick, it goes Motions me to move forwards As to allow it to flow A spell is spoken A word of power said Adagio! The slow motion extends Attach you To a motionless expanse But at what expense A man refuses to move Is a man stagnant, with time A man moving oh so slowly Is a man nearly divine A man by the spell behooved Is a man who was never fine The slow time motion left them confused And they called it a crime Playing by your own rules Refusing to adapt to their choices and wishes Choosing to believe in your own truths Their choice to ignore their desires is what blisses Their lives and makes them ignorant to the world Makes them believe they're above it all Makes them accept the stagnation of living that life Every day is the same, ripe with strife Refusal to move forwards, to have something to strive For they are nothing but dummies hanging from the strings Moved by the desires of everybody else Each one of them believes they...

  I've lost So much In hopes of finding you My love My one and only My phantom The one that only comes Once in a million If only you were true A tangible person I could feel Or touch If only you my love were real I'd never let out of My clutch If only I could trust me I'd let myself drown in your eyes Drown forever, all day and all night Listen closely to the calm of the night Allow me to be A floating specter within you A person who could only explore If only you were true I had hopes Years and years in the past Of being yours one day And yet That day doesn't seem to want to come It feels like that day wouldn't last Arrive, and go One fast swift deal and it's done Leaving me feeling crass Nostalgic For the feeling I had Wishing I knew how to keep it going But sadly There's no real way of knowing So I will keep on Imagining Myself with you my dear, in your arms If only you were true, my loved one We'd never drift apart