Cried

 I heard you cry
I was disappointed
You've always lied
That much is true
But for you to break a promise
One which you yourself appointed
Was unlike you
I loved every second I was by you
You might've hated them all
But why wouldn't you tell
Oh why didn't you tell me
You let me slip slowly into
Conformity
I was so used to you
I was hoping to have you here
Forever with me
Till the end of times
My friend, my closest one
You were my keeper of secrets
I was your cheer show
You came to me depressed, hating life
I helped you find your glow
And I learned from you my true
Purpose
And through your actions I knew
I would never be nervous
Again about people leaving me
I was finally set free
By your motions
But you did break my heart
You tore it apart
You made me hate
Every second with you
I regretted nothing
In my life through
And though I am strong
Unbreakable, unbendable
To tell you the truth
You've left me scarred
More than I ever knew
And now I know
For a fact who I am
The man who walks
And offers hands
Helping people to their feet
Getting them off their knees
I exist to make sure
That the likes of you
Hurt no more
And those who were hurt before
Will find me at their doors
I'll walk around and make myself seen
For them to see
What I can do, who I am
What I would give them
I'd help them know
And breathe
And be
Set free
I'd bestow upon them glee
And then
I'll walk away
When I'm no longer in need
They would be better off without me
Indeed, I am a burden
Or I used to be so
And I chose for years on end to avoid
Being loved
To hide in my covers
Under my sheets
To never choose to fight
Fearing defeat
Always on the retreat
Running away
You've scarred me so hard
I couldn't heal myself
As I healed everyone else
You took my heart
And tore it apart
And for that I'll never forgive
You walked away with no words
And cried over you
You were the worst friend

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