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Write them away

  All the emotions I ever get I write them away All the things that I regret I write them away Used to be fight or fight Now it's flight or flight And I am just really tired Of running away Or having things never go My way So I write things away If nothing else it helps me feel better And it helps make me less bitter About the past and the future Both of which haunt me forever A lot of things I wish had happened Later than sooner Some deaths and some accidents Some mistakes that I've made The smiles that keep masking it And having to write it away Finding my path in this life Feels impossible in a way Living in the beehive that is my mind Makes it really hard to stay Stay put, or stay sane Makes it hard to not write things off So instead I write them away Writing and writing away Until my hands ache So I write that pain, too, away Remain daily awake in bed Trying to sleep and fail So I get up right away And write them away Try my best to hide the fact That I'm depressed And...

Fatewalker

I've seen your kind Time and time again During my travels through The realms of fate I've known your type It was always here or there So you could say I know you And I know this place Guess I should've seen the end sooner But hey, that's on me For not believing that fate Will always repeat No matter how much we try to escape No matter the shuttles we hide upon No matter the masks that hide our face No matter how hard we try to move on And let go of the past It always catches up So I stand here still defiant In the face of my fuckups I stand tall and proud Of all the mistakes I've made The meaning of my stand profound As I walk the empty space That is your heart You unforgiving soul I've walked all the way through fate To know That you would never let me go But I've learned over the years That my place resides not with fear But with the knowledge that I contain The power that I've attained The world around my in my fingers And yet it all still escape So I...

Let go

  In the blue sky Under the sunlight You'll be free Today, not tonight Breathe in the air Let go of your fears Cry that life isn't fair But believe me It'll be alright Let go Of all that holds you back Let go And learn to move past Let go Try to forget Or learn your lesson But let go Of that weight on your shoulders Tomorrow you'll know Why I told you so So please let go And walk on forwards You are much more than you know You will be so successful A person guided by the starlight Replace your starlight with that of a nearby star Learn to love the sun, love the blue sky Learn to speak up and don't be shy Let go Of all that holds you down Let go And run around unbound Let go Your fears are only in your mind And if they came true You'll be fine And I'll be here with you And we'll be alright I promise, we'll be alright Let go Of all the darkness that breathes within Let go And let sunlight liberate Your soul Let go And become the one thing you truly wis...

Love who you are

 You're a social chameleon Wearing masks wherever you go You make me wonder Where has your true self gone You never wanted millions Just peace of mind goes well for you But I wish I knew what went under That little skull of yours Cause I love who you are And you should too I love your little details When you are you I love the tiny things that You fail to hide I enjoy being around you Without your guard You are a person worth a lot more And you should know that by now I only choose the best to surround myself with And I will always try to keep you safe and sound So grab onto my arm and we'll fly together Out of that ditch you've been forever Into the skies we will soar above And with me I'll teach you again How to love How to love who you are Love your life Learn to enjoy it A minute at a time Try your best to not care at all And be a little more yourself Cause I love who you are And you should too I love your little details When you are you I love the tiny things that ...

Look at us now

  We started this journey A little more than a year ago Look at us now, man Look at us Look how much we've grown How many suicidal thoughts And that single attempt too How far we've went through that year And how much we've been through Before and after is a complete change And we're so glad we've survived, no? Always staring into the space Wondering when it'll be our time, though Still doing so And not a care in the world But we've improved so much, man And we've grown oh so old In the darkness we used to bloom In the starlight we do so now We used to dance all alone With our ghosts, somehow But look at as and at our wings And at our voices when we sing We go off into our element And fly off into the sky We ignore our speech impediment And we utter the loudest cries You and I together we will Conquer all of our ill-wills Our future is ours alone To seize and resist the curses And maintain a positive tone Smile and smile oh so wide Let the bitter-sweetne...

Dear old me

  I'm sorry dear old me For treating you the way that I did I am sorry truly For the steps that I took You were hurt by my actions I was hurt by your feelings So I buried them so far Up the back of my mind You are just a simple soul wishing to live I was a cursed being then The whole world around us did collapse Can't you see? I had a reason Set us free like a homing pigeon Fighting one another Choosing our own fates Building for tomorrow A foundation full of mistakes And oh my dearest me I never knew how little you breathed How stressed and anxious you were You took it out on our body How depressed and angry I saw you there I knew not what was best to do I know I've never treated you fair But I'm sorry, that's who I am That's what I do In the darkness of the new moon You and I look together far, far up The stars look back at us They greet us and flicker And you know, one day We will flicker next to them too For the stars, to be honest Are nothing but the souls ...