The Starry Skies

  I've lived a life full of spurs Maybe I did get what I deserved Even if I could be much worse I always go over my own words I try to keep speaking the truth But my darkened soul made me a fool I found love in my years of youth But she was not mine She did not find The love I offered to be enough She wanted something different She wanted something more It made the going get difficult It made the going get rough And who was I to know better? What was it all for? I was a foolish child Wounding my heart on my own I wasn't aware of the time I wasn't aware of the falls Back then I was fighting within my own war And she was my backbone My comfort and my joy She was but a friend of mine Someone I leaned on I loved her, still do And I hope we meet again Although I'm at a loss for what I would do If we were to meet again But I hope we meet again I might run into her In a random time and place I might be wounded by her So I'd be at my own pace Might go slower, must be carefu...

  I used to always say Nothing gets under my skin Hard to get I used to play But the truth is I only ever trusted my kin But you managed to break through Like a trophy, you won me I got far too close to you In your finger you held me You always used to say that I was your backbone Well to tell the truth You broke my back, and my heart as well When you left so suddenly, I was left obtuse It took me time to realize that You had just walked away And by the time I was wondering if I should talk Dear God it was too late See you and I were great friends Even if I wanted more I honestly would have said nothing in the end And just walked out the door My dear I honestly do not know If I was in love with you But all I know is I lost a friend Someone I was close to You got way too deep Under my skin It's been longer than two years Longer than two years since The last time we did speak And you're still under my skin I miss your presence around my life I miss our talks a lot I miss being th...

  Forgive me, my loved ones For my destiny was written long ago Forgive me, as I have done once For my destiny is to forever be alone Hearts and minds connect together Bid me farewell so I'd be on my own And so I asked the man in the mirror "How did we become this way?" He responds with a smile full of terror "We refused to run away." He laughs and laughs and all the while He knows exactly what we have become He stares at me, dead in the eyes And in that moment I am stunned For we have nobody but one another And forever we will be together till death do us part So forgive me if I have forsaken thee, my dears Forgive me, I have forsaken even me I don't wish to receive assistance I am in complete control Or so I tell myself when I put distance Between myself and you all I smile sometimes, but mostly in pain Exasperated by motions here Fully filled with it in my past, I'm stained With that thing that people call "fear". I take no steps in fear of ...

  A single gaze from her was capable Of petrifying us all She looked across the room And down the hall Alone I stood there in the garden Idly staring at the sky My eyes caught hers A comet in here eyes It struck me as odd That she caught everyone's attention Yet she stared at me A lone figure in a garden Staring intently At giants made of carbon I stared back at her Unfazed by her fiery gaze She stared back at me A strange expression on her face Sometimes I wonder What she really meant It was no more than a simple exchange I did not bother walk over At the time I thought she's just another girl But when I look back all over I remember that comet in her eyes Like a pearl, lit in all the dark In the middle of a crowd it shone Nothing like anything I was ever shown I was oblivious A man lost in the universe It was a mistake, perhaps To stargaze and not notice what the universe Had sent my way A comet in her eyes I still think would've made a wish come true She might be a star ...

I'm gonna find you Walking all alone I'm gonna walk by you But also on my own I wouldn't ask a question I wouldn't make mistakes I'm not going to question you You don't have what it takes I like watching you own I want you to be my own I wanna take it all I wanna rock your boat Your whole world will be mine You're a fallen angel by forces divine Beyond my wildest dreams did I ever see A person like you is what I wish to be I will fly you across the globe We'll see stars that might be our own I'll buy out a star and name it after you I will get to the depth of everything you ever went through And I shall be right there in times of need When happiness or sadness strikes I shall be your steed See darling I want it all I'm your betting man Your gallant horse A knight in shining armour A prince bending knee down You're my damsel in distress My Lady of The Crown I shall slay all the beasts That might lay in my way I won't face defeat To the lan...

As my eyes dart through the room They uncover roses pretending to bloom People smiling and laughing Hiding their problems behind a mask They themselves question their actions "To what end?" is what they ask Pretending to enjoy themselves, lying Trying their best to believe their tale Hiding in the shadows, reminiscing and crying Hiding their feelings deep within a dale When surrounded by the crowds they smile As if they have something to prove They laugh and dance, all the while A grey cloud is, essentially, their roof They look inside and feel empty What a lost soul they have become Unaware of what they are as an entity Scared to brave the future to come So they hang on tight clinging to things That give them a sense of familiarity Regardless of whether these things hurt or sting Cherishing their blindness to clarity They refuse to cleanse themselves of their pasts They deny that they're unhappy at all They sell and sell their little lie And deeper into the abyss, they f...

  In the winds I float along I am lost All alone I am lost After all In the skies I will soar I am lost All alone I am lost On my own I am lost After all I am lost I flew before Can't land now Because I know That when I do I shall crash Collapse and fall Break down All alone I am lost After all I am lost I am lost Broken to pieces I am lost That will be me I am lost When I choose to I am lost Land on the ground I am lost Face my future I am lost Face my past I am lost Let go of my burdens I am lost Gained from days passed I am lost After all I am lost All alone I see people from up here They're small, like ants Can't recognize who's who Even if I tried I really can't I am lost After all I am lost All alone They fly around sometimes Lost like me They try to reach their destinations They fail and fall I wonder sometimes if That's my destiny I am lost After all I am lost All alone I look around for help I yell out loud and echo Not a soul to hear me Not a breath to...

When the skies fell My hands burned When the stars collided My past was adjourned I watched the universe end Numerous times And in all of them the same thing Happened again and again My hands were in blisters As I absorbed the flames Everybody around me Fallen dead All the bodies surrounding me A flicker of what lays ahead See the wrath in me Could never be contained As I shelved my needs For multiple ages And in the end of it all I stood tall Beholding the crises I brought upon the land The flames I sent burning Everything by my hands Everyone in the scene Was eaten quickly The fire, merciless Chose to assist me I picked my weapon The inferno in my wake Careless for what I've done Caring none For my mistakes What has happened happened I am what I've become Let me take you on a journey Tell you a story from the start I loved the fire It burnt inside my heart Flames engulfing everything Was my true desire I watched the world burn Countless times in fire In my mind's eye I wa...