Under my skin

 I used to always say
Nothing gets under my skin
Hard to get I used to play
But the truth is I only ever trusted my kin
But you managed to break through
Like a trophy, you won me
I got far too close to you
In your finger you held me
You always used to say that
I was your backbone
Well to tell the truth
You broke my back, and my heart as well
When you left so suddenly, I was left obtuse
It took me time to realize that
You had just walked away
And by the time I was wondering if I should talk
Dear God it was too late
See you and I were great friends
Even if I wanted more
I honestly would have said nothing in the end
And just walked out the door
My dear I honestly do not know
If I was in love with you
But all I know is I lost a friend
Someone I was close to
You got way too deep
Under my skin
It's been longer than two years
Longer than two years since
The last time we did speak
And you're still under my skin
I miss your presence around my life
I miss our talks a lot
I miss being the person who supported you
You have emptied a spot
In my mind and in my heart as well
Oh, what's with these two?
They spend day and night bickering
Debating about you
See my mind it says let us forget
And move on like you're the offender
My heart holds you far too dear
I can't even find my anger
I'm not mad at you
Even if you broke me
And I took a long time to heal
I'm just sad you never let me through
And stepped on me under your heels
In my eyes you will forever be great
You held me together when no one else would
Even if we have made mistakes
Something is well understood
I'm not the kind to hold a grudge
Or the kind to get real mad
Ever since you left me, I've been on the run
Things got real bad
A message I hope to get to you
But you never read mine anymore
It's like you and I have drifted apart
But only you reached the shore