Hope we meet again

 I've lived a life full of spurs
Maybe I did get what I deserved
Even if I could be much worse
I always go over my own words
I try to keep speaking the truth
But my darkened soul made me a fool
I found love in my years of youth
But she was not mine
She did not find
The love I offered to be enough
She wanted something different
She wanted something more
It made the going get difficult
It made the going get rough
And who was I to know better?
What was it all for?
I was a foolish child
Wounding my heart on my own
I wasn't aware of the time
I wasn't aware of the falls
Back then I was fighting within my own war
And she was my backbone
My comfort and my joy
She was but a friend of mine
Someone I leaned on
I loved her, still do
And I hope we meet again
Although I'm at a loss for what I would do
If we were to meet again
But I hope we meet again
I might run into her
In a random time and place
I might be wounded by her
So I'd be at my own pace
Might go slower, must be careful
As to avoid getting hurt some more
Make the situation that much more stressful
And avoid taking a fall
She was like the warm sun
Basking in her light felt good
But she was never to be mine
That was later understood
Perhaps too late
Perhaps it never was
Doesn't seem to matter none
For back then I used to bask
In the light of my sun
And my feelings I did condemn
Oh for so so long
Yet I hope we meet again
Maybe we would walk along
A beach during a sunset
A traffic-filled street
I'm sure I wouldn't be upset
If we were to meet
I'd sing you a lullaby
In my awful singing voice
Tell you what I never said
Maybe then I would rejoice
I wish I could let you go
It's been a few years as is
But I do hope we meet again
Reminisce the times we spent
Talking and walking together
Learning what life was like
I hoped that us was forever
But I guess that's what life is like