The Starry Skies

  I apologize if I'm too dark I apologize if my thoughts are grumbled and weird I apologize for all the love songs That I wrote just for them to turn out smeared With the strange hue I have within I apologize if I'm not what you thought I apologize if I did disappoint I apologize for all the wasted hours You spent trying to join Trying to join me in my dark corner Hoping to pull me out I apologize for all the mistakes I apologize for making a sound I apologize for being quiet I apologize for being too far I apologize for being too close I apologize for my constant presence I apologize for not existing at all I apologize for being two faces of a coin I apologize for being completely faceless too I apologize for having an identity crises I apologize for projecting it on you I apologize for all the people that I am I apologize for their actions combined I apologize in this moment of clarity I apologize because I chose to apologize I apologize for feeling sorry I apologize for forg...

On our planet People are really fun They love to stare up At our dark sun It is fantastic When they're old and young And they choose to stare up Oh, they choose to stare up At things that are long gone In our past that Dark sun really fits It is past time That dark sun remains lit It really should just Turn itself off and die It's loomed up for so long It's almost just a crime The dark sun floating That disk right up there Staring us down As we go everywhere It's kinda crazy To assume it'll ever be gone But in the end One can hope for so long How can anybody outrun it How can they escape their history They never could've outdone it It's like solving a paradoxical mystery That floating dark sun, it is a prodigal silvery thing But to each their own, I suppose I just wonder Why we stare at it for so long Just what's the reason To keep us there at all I always ponder This thought on and on Just like a heathen I forgo all I know And choose to believe the thin...

It is time to gain control Over your future Hold your fingers together Maybe it's time to know it all When the world's past that point Of no return Know the fire that burns within Will only burn for so long Without fuel it will Burn all out Without fuel It will burn all out Daggers in your back But you refuse to fall Climb up the mountain and regain Control Pay the starry skies a visit You know the world is ending soon Learn the knowledge of your mistakes Know the reasons behind it all The truth Fight your inner demons The daggers in your back Are tumbling down They fall On the ground They fail to hold on Making their sounds It's uncomfortable to lose them They were hoisted there so well The bleeding refuses to stop But the clock's ticking Time's coming up It's going to run out eventually Pay the starry skies a visit You know the comet is crashing in soon Learn the knowledge of what it takes Know the reasons to keep going at all The truth is my dear child There ...

  With each footstep I hear The drums of war beating My heart stopped a long time ago But I stand undefeated Unbound by the rules That bounded me for years I always kept my cool Unfazed by my fears I walked a path I knew what I had chosen To do And I was never chosen Like you So let the drums of war Beat their loudest Till either of us falls And the world's uncrowded The people passed on, or away They're gone eitherway So hear the drums of war And march forwards today For we shall all Never fall into dismay And take your still heart Replace it with the beat of the drums For you and your war Have become one And now you are unbeatable For you wear your defeat like armour Everything you've done was never feasible But you've always believed in karma What's coming, you'll get And you'll give, too Your sacrifices and knowledge Bring the truth to you For you now know what's out there And you'd lie if you said you were not scared But fear will never reach yo...

  Hiding behind masks We think they're opaque To our old identities we're attached Our masks are transparent, and fake And anyone who dares unmask us, we attack Leaving our real selves hidden, vague In the night, we crack We've made oh so many mistakes That's not an opinion, it's a fact And that fact, oh so many of us it breaks Knowing what we could've become Knowing what could've been Knowing what we have done Knowing the darkness within In the night we walk naked Lay in bed undressed Our truths are clearly visible As we finally choose to rest Our masks are not opaque They're as transparent as our souls But people hide behind masks Of their own Makes everyone blind to the truth Of everybody else And oh I rue the day That I learned about this ruse We're all a part of a play Telling lies, playing roles But leaving for the truth some clues And closing the door on our past, we won't For we are deeply hurt and bruised Learning from our mistakes, we d...

  I stare at the mountain It stares back at me I will climb it Even if it'll be The end of me But for the fallen I shan't fall I will keep going I'll go on I'll move forwards I will answer the call The duty compels me My rightful reign I will be the one To decide my fate When the night was at it's darkest I looked at the stars And tonight while climbing I'll reach that which remains far I'll witness the aurora in the skies The borealis will shine strange The call and duty compel me To decide my fate Ignore the pain And keep moving on For the fallen I shan't fall I will reach the destination Atop the mountain of aspirations I built for myself And I will realize my goals I will achieve my freedom I will take it all Those people, I don't need them I will defend the broken Parts of my soul I will fend for me As no one ever will For I am my shield I am my sword I am my spear And I shan't fall For the fallen speak to me They ask me to keep on the path ...

  When the sky came crashing down I was left to my instruments To try and survive being downed With nothing but ornaments Fend for myself Learn to fight fear Make the fear frightened Of me Scare the world into submission As my eyes did shine bright My own soul went through remission As my mind and body took up the fight A war within a world That housed none but me And my own For when the sky came crashing down I was left alone And when lands released the hounds I was left to atone For the sins of humanity The mistakes we all made The communal fallacies The promises we did break So when the sky comes crashing down next I will be prepared And when the world comes to a stop I will be right there If not in body, then in essence I will be with you all when the time comes When the sky comes crashing down We will survive it All as one So don't let go of the hands That hold you through the night Make sure you've got a partner To survive the coming blight And in the wars and battles Tha...

When the world was its darkest You held on with strength All the works you left behind you Were a means to an end In the darkness you shine brightest In the light you are the most dim For your companions you're lighting The paths, but what then? What's next in the world for you What does the universe hold For a dreamer such as yourself Who's barely a couple dozen years old You walk a path of distinction On the brink of extinction You try and try to maintain a grasp On reality Yet your soul fights harder The disparity The choices you've made The isolation you live in The lies you have told Your refusal to give in They all indicate Something larger at play You're not just being defensive You're building today In the past you were A shining bright light Now only in pure darkness Are you like that again When no one is looking When no one dares glance You transform into an image Of shattered glass You walk a path of distinction On the brink of extinction Your essence...