Abandon me
My mind's pillars breaking in upon themselves An earthquake has shattered this place yet again What was the cause, or the reason? The earth did not shake with hope It shook with treason Treason from within, the thoughts controlled Something rebelled and broke Was it you, fear? Was it you that broke the sphere? Or was it doubt and the endless crying about Disregarding all that is holy Confused with what you told me I miss those who used to be here With me I miss them oh so dearly And I am reminded of them every single time This place shatters Oh I wish I could see them as clearly And as sincerely As they claimed that they saw me But I don't understand if they really did love me Then why would they Abandon me I look outside the window and I remember my mother I remember all the fun times we had with each other I remember all the yelling and all the fighting I remember how she never deserved a child like me And I blame myself sometimes for her death I became oh, so quiet right t...