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Abandon me

  My mind's pillars breaking in upon themselves An earthquake has shattered this place yet again What was the cause, or the reason? The earth did not shake with hope It shook with treason Treason from within, the thoughts controlled Something rebelled and broke Was it you, fear? Was it you that broke the sphere? Or was it doubt and the endless crying about Disregarding all that is holy Confused with what you told me I miss those who used to be here With me I miss them oh so dearly And I am reminded of them every single time This place shatters Oh I wish I could see them as clearly And as sincerely As they claimed that they saw me But I don't understand if they really did love me Then why would they Abandon me I look outside the window and I remember my mother I remember all the fun times we had with each other I remember all the yelling and all the fighting I remember how she never deserved a child like me And I blame myself sometimes for her death I became oh, so quiet right t...

Conversing

  Hey It's been a year since we wrote this way On-and-off The drive, driven away Filled with passion, wrong Reminders of all of our mistakes And yet we keep moving on From place to place From skill to skill From Earth to space From moving to still And yet we haven't spoken face-to-face In a very very long time Our hundredth poem was written A year ago, around this time A confused little kid, we were Explosive at times Caught and bruised in the midst, then and there Eroding from the inside And yet we float away With the waves and the air The winds carry us afloat From east to west From left to right Read my lips, my dear Upon them you'll see a smile A smile for all the achievements we didn't accomplish During all the while We've been wallowing in pain All the memories were wiped And we were lost, afraid Of the darkened monster left inside Telling lies to shelter ourselves Losing all that made us bright The lights blown out The candle burning low The noggin full of do...