My soul

 You caught me
Ensnared me
Captured my soul
Taught me
So beware me
Because you've changed it all
And in your works
I was transformed
Into a new being, whole
You were the Capulet to my Montague
I've never loved a person the way I've loved you
I've spent years stunned and you had no clue
A haven I've found to be nearby
When you were close by my heart
The freedom I once had to fly
Without you has been torn apart
If you were so kind as to tell me why
Tell me why you're so suddenly gone
At least it'll ease my hurt
At least I'll release myself
And stop torturing my soul
You once had every part of me
Every detail, big or small
Attached to the palm of your hand
God I wish you'd understand
But in the end there's simply no way
You've moved on years ago
I'm still in the same place
And oh I just wish to know
Why you left me in this state
My soul thought it met it's mate
And in my ruminations I really did try
To understand where things changed
In the night my eyes cried on their own
No orders from my mind, not my heart
It was always my soul
Detached from reality after you left
Can't do a single thing right
You're the one I've truly missed
Out of sight out of mind
The falseness of that statement
Does ring true
And oh don't get me wrong
I'm not blaming you
But I believe I'd be strong
To move on from you
But that strength that I do need
Requires me to first acquire
Nerves of steel
And that will never happen
With the way I feel
So until then my soul
And I will float
In an eternal stasis
That'll swallow us whole