Could be

 If I could be
What you think I am
I wouldn't be me
I would not know
Where to begin
Where to go
What to do
From within
I'd be lost
In your eyes
As I am now
That's something I am sure of
I'd be free of thought
For my future
I would try my best
I would never give up
I would try to be
What you think I am
I would view me
With your beautiful unmistaken eyes
I wish you were here with me
I wish you were here right now
So you could see me flutter
Like a butterfly
Out of my cocoon
And unto the world I fly
Filled with all the boons
That I saw in your eyes
You my dearest
Bring out the best of me
I miss your presence
Wish you were here
By my side
With your eyes
Staring deep inside of me
Telling me I'll be fine
Telling me things will be alright
Hugging me, calming me
Smothering me with your love
Showing me what I could be
What I would become
Should I listen to you
And trust your instincts, too
I'd be great
But that's all a far dream
For if I could be
What you think of me
I wouldn't be where I am
I would still miss you
I would still be in love with you
I would still need you here
But I wouldn't be a mess
I wouldn't be broken so deep
I wouldn't be in distress
I wouldn't be in dire need
Of help, of assistance
I wouldn't be barely staying afloat
If I could be
What you think of me
I would become something different
Something complete, whole

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