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I care

  The days have taken us by surprise I'm aware You're wounded, hurt, in pain You know I care In the end of it all I'm here Forever I'll be That fire that burns through your eyes That affliction I can see within you That agony and suffering you've been through My dear, I care So don't push me away I care So please let me stay I know you need time I know you need your space But I care for you Oh I care for you More than I could ever say You might never read this You'll never hear me recite I might be living alone Isolated and biding time But my dearest I care My darling I care Your soul burning within you Aching to move forwards some way Your heart begging you to find it To take a step ahead and find your way I care for you more than I could say More than words can describe More than I can put on display I'll prove it to you if you let me arrive One day I'll reach you One day I'll make you well Or at least I'll try my best To be a good a friend...

Grab my hand

  Take a step Don't be afraid To make mistakes I'll take your hand I'll be right there Oh dear, grab my hand And don't you be scared When the night is at it's darkest When the daylight refuses to come I'll be there with you darling Even if you'd like to run Run away from it all Live in a different place Take a step forward Fall But don't be afraid Grab my hand, oh my dear Take my arm and we'll be safe Frightened as you are, you fear Your inner darkness and rage You cry and cry with no avail Your mourning for the person you have lost It hurts me deeply that I can't help Because let me you simply won't Grab my hand and take it slow Step by step I'll be there All the way and through the road With you I'll always remain fair Tear your heart apart and build anew Whatever you need I will provide Oh my darling, I love you Please there's no need to hide Come out from that corner and we'll move forwards We'll face the darkness that...

Another time, another life

  Life gets stagnant, repetitive, slow Death is inherently meaningless Does not matter where we come from Does not matter where we go Does not matter what we know Does not matter what we don't Yet one does hold out hope Trying their best to fly Even when they know they'll fall Trying to find a meaning in their lives Even when they know not where to go The dreamers, stargazers Like you, like me They don't belong in this universe They don't belong here Maybe in another time, another life Flying with the waves to reach the shore Of every decision they made in the past They remain unsure Of every single idea they have ever had They remain cruel To themselves that is For these dreamers hold an impossible standard And punish themselves for not achieving it They fail to grasp life, to understand it And that's not even the biggest problem yet See these people, like you, like me They don't belong with the rest here Maybe in another time, another life They would belong, I...

In his loving memory

In the loving memory of a bygone friend  In his living shadow that looms around In his beautiful smile that lasted till the end In his loveliness, in his voice and sound I shall miss you, my friend  Even if we were not very close You left us in a sudden time Between our group panic rose Your grave, I saw you descend  Wish I could put you there myself my friend But it's not my duty, my duty for now is to pray Is to wish all of the bad things in the afterlife away Is to hope that you're happy up there That you're doing alright, doing okay I shall miss you, my friend I shall miss you greatly so One really wishes that you did reap what you have sown You left early, perhaps too soon May your memory stay as everlasting as the moon May your soul find eternal peace in the end This was written in the loving memory of a bygone friend... In the memory of Serag Yasser, may his soul rest in peace.

Freedom

  If you were alone How would you feel? See me, I feel safe Abandoned in place But safe I feel free Set alone to be Everything I wanna be On my own I am right Or wrong Doesn't matter now does it? If my own self is down I hug it I set myself free when I said fuck it And left everything behind I walked away It took some time For the freedom to settle in It was always My only wish To be free To be free From everything To be free Free And once I did I realized a couple of things Being alone expands the brain It's an addiction More dangerous than anything Because it kills afflictions It might cause you some pain But here's the kicker If you can maintain Your sanity When alone you will become Something completely new It's the key to evolution To lead the revolution Of you against you See to become free One must renounce what they used to be One must become something new Something pure Something forged by destiny Seeking freedom alone What a journey To be on your own From nigh...

Corner

  In the corner I stay Observing the people In my own universe The things I have dreamt I really do play Myself like a weirdo Throwing out spells In the universe I've built And the people they look back Wondering what I'm staring at Unaware of how valuable My corner is to me They question my stay They think of deceit When I tell them that I truly am happy My corner is sweet My corner is safe The world outside Isn't my place I stick in my corner Hoping one day To share this corner With someone special With someone who can Appreciate my distance Love my solitude I daydream about it I dream at night, too For my corner spells peace My corner means hope Whenever I am sad My corner is where I go My whole life I observed People come and go None of them would stay With me in this corner of mine None of them would spare The energy or the time But I don't feel sad For it is the solitude that I love And I wish one day that Someone would join me here Sit down right next to me And f...