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Crash

  Woke up in the middle of the night With my mind I'm in a constant fight The higher I fly The harder I crash One day the sun Will turn me to ash And I will fly high Till I reach The end of the sky Flying past All the mistakes of my life All the mishaps of my timeline Awake and asleep at once Never feeling rest Ready to breathe for once Never worry about what's left And I cross my arms walking Afraid to let them go Flailing about In the flow Of the wind Staring out the window And I know Oh I know This is all My fault I walk a path of regret Worrying about where my time was spent And in the end I worry about nothing at all Wishing I could burn it all I fly I crash I die Become ash Live my life Cry at night Never asleep Awake for longer than Anyone can Imagine For my heart beats Loudly in my ears And I try Really hard Crashing With a smile on my face Imagining How much of a disgrace I must be for the ones Who care In the end Who really cares? No one, not even me No regrets, no fe...

Eyes

When I walked down the hallway that night I could not believe what I had seen A pair of eyes my sight has fallen upon A moment passed, but an eternity it seemed A light piercing the darkness Imposed by the crowd A purposeful lightning sent To be earthbound An angel fallen from heaven, a beauty never seen A pair of eyes enchanting me I could not foresee A wave of anxiety washed over me As our eyes had met The world felt like it has stopped for a moment, and yet My heart didn't slow down My eyes were locked on them I wish I truly was somebody else then Courageous or confident to take a walk down there The way I left after our eyes had meet Really was not fair Call me insane, but I walked away Back to where I belong For make me leave, that pair of eyes Simply could not I remain alone and lonely The world may waste away For till the day my life comes to end, I shan't join the fray